Invasive

That's the word I was looking for. What you did? It felt a bit like that. But I know you did not mean to hurt me this way. You were only trying to know more about me, just as what you explained, so that you can the mistakes that the others have made in the past and that you would make sure not to do them again. First of all, thank you for being so concerned about my well-being, but please, leave my private thoughts for me alone. There was a password there for a reason and even if you knew (or somewhat had an idea of what the password is) does not mean that you are allowed to open it. I was hiding for a reason. Yes, why put it on the internet if I didn't want anyone seeing it? That's why I put a password and that I never really expected a person to go that far into my personal life. I made that blog for myself, not for anyone else. That's how I manage to move on an forget. Once I write something there, I never read it again, which is why I can't remember what I have written there. I know that they are hurtful, I know that they are unfair and I'm sorry. But they're my thoughts and I put it there not for anyone, but for myself. It  was your choice that you opened it, and if you happened to find something there that is about you (that is probably painful and offensive), I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being mean. I'm sorry for being unreasonable, but it was me having an inner battle with myself about you. I wish you knew how much it hurt me, and how much that blog meant to me. I now feel naked. I feel ashamed of myself for writing down my purest thoughts. This day was supposed to be special so I'm sorry if I ever ruined it. I just can't let this go.. You stepped over the line. And that was one of the most important lines I've had.

I want to take things back. But I know that that would be a bit unreasonable. I just don't know how you can still like me after reading all those thogughts.