February 27, 2014
So there's this guy.
He's been my friend for about three years and I think we're really close but not too much. I had the most wonderful night with him last Monday, and it's a night that I'm never going to forget.
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
3: Ditcher
“Sunod na lang ako, bawal kami umalis ng wala pang tao sa booth, eh.”
Just admit it if you don’t want to go to class. Stop telling me that you’ll follow after then you’ll just end up ditching me. It’s really okay telling me beforehand if you’re cutting class or not so that I won’t expect too much from you. You’re always like that, though. You say things and you don’t do them. You invite people to come and join you in a class or an activity but you still end up ditching them even if you're the one who made the invitation. It’s mean, rude and it’s not okay at all.
You’re very lucky we keep this all to ourselves.
Just admit it if you don’t want to go to class. Stop telling me that you’ll follow after then you’ll just end up ditching me. It’s really okay telling me beforehand if you’re cutting class or not so that I won’t expect too much from you. You’re always like that, though. You say things and you don’t do them. You invite people to come and join you in a class or an activity but you still end up ditching them even if you're the one who made the invitation. It’s mean, rude and it’s not okay at all.
You’re very lucky we keep this all to ourselves.
2: Untitled
You tend to keep searching even if you know you'll never find it.
You think it's already in front of you but our eyes see what they want to see.
You expect too much from other people - you have to stop that.
You assume too early in a relationship, you'll just get hurt in the aftermath.
You have to stop thinking about what happens next and just live in the moment (as cliche as it may sound).
You have to be more independent.
You have to be alone even if it means watching a movie on your own or eating lunch alone in a restaurant.
You have to listen to sad songs as much as you listen to happy ones.
You have to cry once in a while, darling.
You've got to try to speak with a British accent.
You have to try to sleep over at a close friend's house.
All these things may seem petty and stupid but I swear to God they're all worth it.
You think it's already in front of you but our eyes see what they want to see.
You expect too much from other people - you have to stop that.
You assume too early in a relationship, you'll just get hurt in the aftermath.
You have to stop thinking about what happens next and just live in the moment (as cliche as it may sound).
You have to be more independent.
You have to be alone even if it means watching a movie on your own or eating lunch alone in a restaurant.
You have to listen to sad songs as much as you listen to happy ones.
You have to cry once in a while, darling.
You've got to try to speak with a British accent.
You have to try to sleep over at a close friend's house.
All these things may seem petty and stupid but I swear to God they're all worth it.
1: March 4, 2014
Let's just say that I keep falling in love with the ones I can't have. It's frustrating most of the time but I can't do anything about it. It's also a bit gut-wrenching hearing them talk about their significant others and how they go so well together but there are times when I just find myself fall in love with them more when they tell stories about them.
I don't know why.
I fell in love with one of my closest friends once and at the start it was nice but it didn't end well. I'm not blaming anyone though, our "arrangement" was a bit more complicated. He was one of the best people I'm most proud of loving until now and I think that that'll never change. After that relationship, it was a bit hard for me to pick myself up and start all over again. I knew that I could do it, I just didn't want to do it yet. Maybe because I wasn't ready yet. I was too afraid of falling and failing again and back then I knew that I've had enough.
I don't know why.
I fell in love with one of my closest friends once and at the start it was nice but it didn't end well. I'm not blaming anyone though, our "arrangement" was a bit more complicated. He was one of the best people I'm most proud of loving until now and I think that that'll never change. After that relationship, it was a bit hard for me to pick myself up and start all over again. I knew that I could do it, I just didn't want to do it yet. Maybe because I wasn't ready yet. I was too afraid of falling and failing again and back then I knew that I've had enough.
Frammento
Frammento is Italian for the word "fragment".
I'm planning to put a new page in my blog that's dedicated to some of the stuff that I write when I feel like it. I'm gonna name the page "Frammento" since the paragraphs that I'll be writing/posting are just snippets/fragments (or gusto ko lang talaga yung word na yun kasi it sounds fancy and sophisticated HAHAHAHA hayaan niyo na ako)
I'm planning to put a new page in my blog that's dedicated to some of the stuff that I write when I feel like it. I'm gonna name the page "Frammento" since the paragraphs that I'll be writing/posting are just snippets/fragments (or gusto ko lang talaga yung word na yun kasi it sounds fancy and sophisticated HAHAHAHA hayaan niyo na ako)
April 2014
Wow, it's been a while.
Let me tell you guys something disappointing...... I wasn't able to complete my Beatles class. I'm quite disappointed with myself but I have my reasons. It just wasn't the right time, I had to much on my desk, exams were popping out of nowhere and I'm not really an expert in time management. Half of it is my fault but what's done is done. I just have to wait 'til the next class.
Anyway, it's finally summer!!!! My summer vacation is a bit short though because I have summer classes but at least I got the chance to go to Pangasinan with my family again. It's been so long since we last visited our province. It was super fun and it's one that I'll never forget. We were able to visit four beaches in three days and finally got the chance to get the tan lines that I've always wanted to have. I'll try to post about it but I'm not making any promises HAHAHAHAH
So today, I'm going to try to post some of the stuff that I've been writing for the past months. I have a habit of scribbling and typing short paragraphs about my feels when I'm stressed or bored or even annoyed. Wait for it!!
I'll be back soon.
PS I'll be changing my pen name to Kazza (for reasons that I think you guys wouldn't understand)
Kz xxx
Let me tell you guys something disappointing...... I wasn't able to complete my Beatles class. I'm quite disappointed with myself but I have my reasons. It just wasn't the right time, I had to much on my desk, exams were popping out of nowhere and I'm not really an expert in time management. Half of it is my fault but what's done is done. I just have to wait 'til the next class.
Anyway, it's finally summer!!!! My summer vacation is a bit short though because I have summer classes but at least I got the chance to go to Pangasinan with my family again. It's been so long since we last visited our province. It was super fun and it's one that I'll never forget. We were able to visit four beaches in three days and finally got the chance to get the tan lines that I've always wanted to have. I'll try to post about it but I'm not making any promises HAHAHAHAH
So today, I'm going to try to post some of the stuff that I've been writing for the past months. I have a habit of scribbling and typing short paragraphs about my feels when I'm stressed or bored or even annoyed. Wait for it!!
I'll be back soon.
PS I'll be changing my pen name to Kazza (for reasons that I think you guys wouldn't understand)
Kz xxx
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