Let's just say that I keep falling in love with the ones I can't have. It's frustrating most of the time but I can't do anything about it. It's also a bit gut-wrenching hearing them talk about their significant others and how they go so well together but there are times when I just find myself fall in love with them more when they tell stories about them.
I don't know why.
I fell in love with one of my closest friends once and at the start it was nice but it didn't end well. I'm not blaming anyone though, our "arrangement" was a bit more complicated. He was one of the best people I'm most proud of loving until now and I think that that'll never change. After that relationship, it was a bit hard for me to pick myself up and start all over again. I knew that I could do it, I just didn't want to do it yet. Maybe because I wasn't ready yet. I was too afraid of falling and failing again and back then I knew that I've had enough.
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